We first came to know each other after meeting on a chat site online. That itself was very lucky, as i had only come to visit this site because a friend had shown it to me and i must sign up to be able to view the site. I had not really looked at the site often, but then one day i received a smile :) . I had received some smiles before, but not felt so inclined to respond to them, however this time i wanted to. Unfortuantly i can do nothing but send a smile back to this person without paying a membership fee, so i needed to decide if i will take a chance and pay the fee so i can chat to this person or just cancel my account. From reading her description, she seemed a fun and honest person, someone who could make a good friend, luckily i had decided to pay for 1 month so i can chat with her, i did not realize then that i would soon fall in love with her.
At first we exchanged a few emails, and then started to chat on msn. We had only known each other for a few weeks when i realized i had feelings for her, i was a bit fearful to fall in love with someone so quickly as i may end up being heartbroken if the feeling was not returned, but i could not hide my feelings. Luckily she had felt the same way, and soon we began talking about when we will meet in person. We would meet on msn twice most days, at my lunchtime/her evening and again at my night time/her morning. We even sent each other emails to read when the other had logged off, i still have kept them all, we sent 60 to each other just in November.
